It has been awhile since I have actually felt like myself.
Seems as though I have been taking some detours.
It feels good to be back on what feels like to be the right road.
Crazy, I don't know how it happened, one day you look at your life and think "how did I get here"
Thankfully, there is forgiveness and his mercies are new to me each day.
One day at a time and I am making my way back the that familiar place in my father's arms.
Where when I am happy I rejoice, when I am being tested I can rejoice because He tells me to consider it pure joy to be tested for it is then that I am learning to persevere.
Back to where my glass if half full.
When faced with a situation or a heartache or a burden that I run to Him because there is no other answer.
He already knows I need Him and what is on my mind. How great is that, that I can come to Him and when I can't find the words He already knows.
Life is good, no matter how bad I tend to think it is at a particular moment. It could always be worse. Even though things may not be just as I had hoped I know that He has plans for me and until He opens the next door I will wait patiently and be content.
I have been reading the Karen Kingsbury series, and I love them, they have made me laugh, cry, think and pray. I feel like they are what has brought me back to this place. I will be sad to finish up this last series.
“I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.
Delicious Ambiguity.”
― Gilda Radner
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