Friday, December 26, 2008

time wasted.

I used to look in the mirror and recognize the person who stared back at me
Now all I see is a version of myself that I don't even understand anymore.

The thoughts that control me.
The lies I feed myself
The pain I cause myself.
and all for nothing. =(

I don't feel like I am not who I used to be.
Not sure if I want that back anyway.
So here I sit and search...no idea what for though.

Not falling for it anymore.

2 comments:

Brandi said...

You seem so sad...
I love you

$cruz said...

I feel like this a lot of the time too!