Sunday, December 28, 2008

I'm not a princess...this ain't a fairytale

I've come to the conclusion that there are no real happy endings....
Nothing ever really turns out the way you want it to...not that, that is a bad thing...but nothing is as it seems to be.

I don't see what most people see in me...
I feel like a little kid that is shy and quiet and helpless...

Deep down I know that I am strong independent and outgoing if I want to be.

So what is it that holds me back?
Why do I let the fear take over everything I want for myself and settle for less?

I've been doing some soul searching...and things are changing. I want to push myself to take risks that I know I need to. I want to be a person that is not afraid of achieving her goal.
A woman proud to stand on her own two feet for something she believes whole heartedly in.

Scared to death.
Who am I and where am I headed?


A new year.
A new chapter.
A new heart.
A new perspective.
A new mind.

1 comment:

Brandi said...

You are a beautiful child of God, don't hold back. Let the SON shine through you. You are amazing and I am so glad you are in my life.

Mam