A new light.

For awhile now I have been in this weird funk.
I have had some mixed feelings about so many things and haven't really been sure how to work it all out.

I have felt like I have lost so many people in my life lately. Friends of course come and go. We change and move on but they are still going to be our friends. We can still count on them when it all comes down to it. It's the way life goes and people change and move on. I however have felt like I am stuck in the same place and everyone else has passed me.

So it's on to making changes and taking my life back. Here's to taking chances, broadening my horizons and moving on.

So, "thanks" to my original "FRIEND" for challenging me yet again and helping me to see a different light. Even though so many things have changed, you're still there with an encouraging word.

I used to know....

I used to know you
But you went away.
I used to know you
But everything changed.

I used to know you.

We used to be friends
But you went away.
We used to be friends
But everything changed.

I used to know you.

I thought I knew you
But you went away.
I thought I knew you
But everything changed.

I used to know you.




I used to know you...
but everything's different now.
But I can't say I am sorry about it.
You chose your path.
It is, what it is.
Not even gonna worry about it anymore.

Update on my boring life.

Well I haven't blogged in quite some time.
Nothing really going on. We finished working in Springfield thankfully on Friday. I am so relieved that there will be no more commute. The days seem so long when when you have to drive so far.

Today was a beautiful day! I got to open up the doors and windows. It was very refreshing. I'm looking forward to the warmer weather.

Other than that nothing going on with me. Things have been pretty boring.

I'll update if something exciting happens.

just words.

I hadn't blogged in awhile...and hadn't sat down and wrote anything either... sometimes things just come out of no where.




A name is said
A memory appears.

A picture found
A thought whispered.

A song played
A tear shed.

A memory made
A longing appears.


Time passes and you forget a little more.
About the hurt you felt when it all disappeared.

There are good days and bad.
Hopefully the good overcome the bad.

New people come into your life.
The void is semi-filled.

But there is always the want for what you had.
Even though you wanted it more than she did.

You ask yourself why and how.
Questions that won't ever be answerd.

So you push it aside and try to forget.
Cause there's no point in wondering what if.

update on my boring life.

I'd like to go to the beach....

Well not much has been happening...hence the reason I haven't blogged.

I've been doing lots of nothing in the last couple weeks...and as much as I don't like the commute to springfield it will be nice to get back to work. So for the next couple weeks I'll be working in the mill...and as weird as that sounds I am pretty excited...even though that means back toearly mornings, late nights, ear plugs and safety vests and safety goggles as I like to call them.

Ball up...

Another weekend of Volleyball...and a double since it was siSTARs birthday. She turned 16.

Here is Lynsey and Lynsey posing with their tooshs' out.

I didn't get any pics of her at dinner...which was alright cause they were a bit camera shy. It was a good day.

It was Lynsey's birthday and they gave me flowers. It was really nice...and they were way pretty!

Power out.

Well the other night I was typing away at my computer and the power surged a couple of times and it was out. So, thankfully my dad had a kerosine lamp we lit and decided we had nothing else better to do so we sat around playing Skip-bo until about midnight. It was nice. We don;t normally just sit around and chat about random things...so it was quite nice.


Here is me and the cat (lilly) waiting for my dad to finish his turn.

The lamp

My dad playing.

My drink of choice. Chocolate Milk

And candy of choice. =) =) =)

The power didn't come back on until like 3:30 in the morning so I got to get up then and turn the lights and t.v. off that came back on.