ONE
One chance
One shot
One try
One time
One voice
One life
One thought
One choice
One place
One reason
One season
One lifetime
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Friday, June 5, 2009
Facing reality...again.
I keep coming to the same conclusion...
Whether the right person reads this or not it won't matter.
Because I will never be able to tell them this anyways.
That I feel like our friendship is disposable to them.
That if we were really friends I would matter.
That if what we said to each other is how we acted, things would be different.
It might sound petty, but it's how I feel.
How I keep feeling.
Disappointed, cause I liked the way things used to be.
Sad, cause things keep changing.
I don't know you anymore.
Just a memory now.
I used to think this friendship would last...apparently I was the only one.
You have your life and I have mine.
They don't fit into each other's anymore...
And with that, I face the reality...again.
Your friendship wasn't meant to last a lifetime...just for a reason, and a season.
Was nice knowing you.
Maybe I'll see you around...someday....
Whether the right person reads this or not it won't matter.
Because I will never be able to tell them this anyways.
That I feel like our friendship is disposable to them.
That if we were really friends I would matter.
That if what we said to each other is how we acted, things would be different.
It might sound petty, but it's how I feel.
How I keep feeling.
Disappointed, cause I liked the way things used to be.
Sad, cause things keep changing.
I don't know you anymore.
Just a memory now.
I used to think this friendship would last...apparently I was the only one.
You have your life and I have mine.
They don't fit into each other's anymore...
And with that, I face the reality...again.
Your friendship wasn't meant to last a lifetime...just for a reason, and a season.
Was nice knowing you.
Maybe I'll see you around...someday....
Sunday, May 31, 2009
I've been bejewled!
Ha, well not really but I am addicted. I am on level 38 I believe and really can't stop playing. Which I suppose is alright because I have nothing better to do. Still not working. But God is good and we will have a roof to start pretty soon. =)
So here are some pics... I think you can figure out what is what. =)
So other than A LOT of doing nothing and sitting at home I have been on a couple adventures.
To start out there have been a few trips to the creek the my siSTAR(lyns) that have not been dull at all. =) I'll post pics at the end.
And, for memorial day my dad and I, along with some friends went to the coast and rode on the dunes. It was lots of fun...ate some sand and had a good time. Didn't take too many pics of that but I got some.
Other than that nothing else going on...I'll post again if anything worth reading happens. =)
So here are some pics... I think you can figure out what is what. =)
Friday, May 15, 2009
worry.
A new today.
A new tomorrow.
Yesterday is in the past.
"Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself"
I'm trying to remember this.
I've been missing family a lot lately.
I've been talking one of my aunts in Kansas everyday for like the past month via messenger... it has been real nice...but also makes me miss them more than ever.
Today we were talking about how the economy sucks and that if things don't pick up my dad would possibly consider moving back there because the cost of living is less than here. Besides being with all the family. Scary...cause as much as I want to see them I don't want it to come down to having to move because we can't make it here. So, I'm stressing...too much other stuff going on. Praying the lawyers figure something out that is beneficial for my dad this time. I just wish all this was over already!
Anyways, just felt like venting...I know God is in control and whatever happens, happens...but still scary! I very well could be over thinking it all. I shouldn't worry until if the day actually comes...and even then I gotta give it to God.
Well anyway...just blabbering on...
Not sleepy yet so I thought I would blog something.
A new tomorrow.
Yesterday is in the past.
"Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself"
I'm trying to remember this.
I've been missing family a lot lately.
I've been talking one of my aunts in Kansas everyday for like the past month via messenger... it has been real nice...but also makes me miss them more than ever.
Today we were talking about how the economy sucks and that if things don't pick up my dad would possibly consider moving back there because the cost of living is less than here. Besides being with all the family. Scary...cause as much as I want to see them I don't want it to come down to having to move because we can't make it here. So, I'm stressing...too much other stuff going on. Praying the lawyers figure something out that is beneficial for my dad this time. I just wish all this was over already!
Anyways, just felt like venting...I know God is in control and whatever happens, happens...but still scary! I very well could be over thinking it all. I shouldn't worry until if the day actually comes...and even then I gotta give it to God.
Well anyway...just blabbering on...
Not sleepy yet so I thought I would blog something.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
weekend/mother's day/volleyball.
This weekend was full of fun and some chaos...but the good kind.
I left friday afternoon and picked up Lyns at school and headed to her house. We left for Corvallis/Albany. Lyns was playing volleyball at the OSU campus on saturday and sunday.
We made it to Albany pretty early and waited for Candi and the kids to get down. Then went to dinner and just hung out. We got to bed about 10, which was good cause we had to be at the campus at 7... The first night was interesting, didn't get much sleep, but was wide awake at 5:30. The girls started off rocky but seemed to get together in the next game. They had a few hours in between playing so I got the chance to meet up with Angela my friend since grade school and catch up. It was nice to see her and swap stories.
So after that they played again and let's just say they didn't play as hard and as good as they know how. After that it was time to head back to the hotel...and we took the scenic route. =) Aka...we were lost. Jeff however "knew exactly where we were" and we made it back to the right route in no time. So from not getting much sleep I was pretty tired and Lyns had a long day playing we fell asleep for awhile. Then headed to dinner. Dinner was quite entertaining... lots of funny things going on. Then headed back to the campus to watch the OSU girls play against WOU, thye beat them all 3 games. By the time that was over we were all sleepy. Nana and papa had made it up while we were at the game. It had been a long day. So when we got back to the hotel Lyns, Chels, and I all took our showers and headed to bed...but unlike the parents we didn't fall asleep as fast. I gave Lyns a hand massage and we giggled and talked for a while and then decided we better get some sleep. We all slept much better that night...and she stayed in her side of the bed. =) ha.
Sunday was of course Mother's Day so we all had cards and gifts for the Mam. =) It was a good day. The girls played MUCH better. It was a good day of playing but we didn't get to stick around for very long. So after it was all done we said our goodbye's to nana and papa and to Candi and the kids. and waited for Lyns to finish reffing(sp). I fell asleep in the car waiting for them. Well when they were done Lyns decided to stay with her boy to watch his sister play so the rest of us headed home. I think Chels and I slept most of the way home. It was a good day, a good weekend.
=)
I left friday afternoon and picked up Lyns at school and headed to her house. We left for Corvallis/Albany. Lyns was playing volleyball at the OSU campus on saturday and sunday.
We made it to Albany pretty early and waited for Candi and the kids to get down. Then went to dinner and just hung out. We got to bed about 10, which was good cause we had to be at the campus at 7... The first night was interesting, didn't get much sleep, but was wide awake at 5:30. The girls started off rocky but seemed to get together in the next game. They had a few hours in between playing so I got the chance to meet up with Angela my friend since grade school and catch up. It was nice to see her and swap stories.
So after that they played again and let's just say they didn't play as hard and as good as they know how. After that it was time to head back to the hotel...and we took the scenic route. =) Aka...we were lost. Jeff however "knew exactly where we were" and we made it back to the right route in no time. So from not getting much sleep I was pretty tired and Lyns had a long day playing we fell asleep for awhile. Then headed to dinner. Dinner was quite entertaining... lots of funny things going on. Then headed back to the campus to watch the OSU girls play against WOU, thye beat them all 3 games. By the time that was over we were all sleepy. Nana and papa had made it up while we were at the game. It had been a long day. So when we got back to the hotel Lyns, Chels, and I all took our showers and headed to bed...but unlike the parents we didn't fall asleep as fast. I gave Lyns a hand massage and we giggled and talked for a while and then decided we better get some sleep. We all slept much better that night...and she stayed in her side of the bed. =) ha.
Sunday was of course Mother's Day so we all had cards and gifts for the Mam. =) It was a good day. The girls played MUCH better. It was a good day of playing but we didn't get to stick around for very long. So after it was all done we said our goodbye's to nana and papa and to Candi and the kids. and waited for Lyns to finish reffing(sp). I fell asleep in the car waiting for them. Well when they were done Lyns decided to stay with her boy to watch his sister play so the rest of us headed home. I think Chels and I slept most of the way home. It was a good day, a good weekend.
=)
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
i am my father's daughter.
This is just something I am working on for my dad...still needs some work...
Haven't decided if it will be something for Father's Day or for his 50th birthday.
Let me know what you think...
To you, he might just be a familiar face.
An aquaintance you aknowledge with a nod.
A friend you welcome with a smile.
Maybe you've never met him.
Perhaps he has helped you out in some way.
By doing his job or being a friend
You've made memories with him,
and you've lived life with him.
Most know him by his sense of humor and awnry side
And wouldn't want it any other way "bossman"
A priveledge to know him? I'd say yes!
Who doesn't want someone like that around.
For me it's just different.
A new memory each day
Mistakes are made and lessons are learned.
An encouraging word when needed.
You don't see the same man I do
I get to see all the sides
Everything that makes him who he is
Things that you may never get to see.
He's not just a familiar face
Not an aquaintance
Not just a long time friend
He's my father, my friend, my hero.
He's everything in a person I'd like to be
The sense of humor to the tender side.
I smile because I know I am my father's daughter
And I wouldn't want it any other way.
Haven't decided if it will be something for Father's Day or for his 50th birthday.
Let me know what you think...
To you, he might just be a familiar face.
An aquaintance you aknowledge with a nod.
A friend you welcome with a smile.
Maybe you've never met him.
Perhaps he has helped you out in some way.
By doing his job or being a friend
You've made memories with him,
and you've lived life with him.
Most know him by his sense of humor and awnry side
And wouldn't want it any other way "bossman"
A priveledge to know him? I'd say yes!
Who doesn't want someone like that around.
For me it's just different.
A new memory each day
Mistakes are made and lessons are learned.
An encouraging word when needed.
You don't see the same man I do
I get to see all the sides
Everything that makes him who he is
Things that you may never get to see.
He's not just a familiar face
Not an aquaintance
Not just a long time friend
He's my father, my friend, my hero.
He's everything in a person I'd like to be
The sense of humor to the tender side.
I smile because I know I am my father's daughter
And I wouldn't want it any other way.
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